[oneshot] It's for you

Pairing: RyoDa 
Genre: Angst
Rating: G
Summary: Unbelief…
Disclaimer: I wish I can say I don’t want them 
Warning: Unbeta, hole here and there

Ueda Tatsuya humming at kitchen whiles him cooking. Today he will make special spaghetti for his lover, Nishikido Ryo. After two week at Osaka, Ryo is busy with Kanjani8 for promoting new album, tonight his Ryo will came home. Ryo must be hungry. 

Today he supposes training with KATT-UN. He already tells Kame that Ryo come back tonight and he takes half day off from their routine. He want prepare something special and excite Ryo when he came home. He so excited and he miss Ryo much. For seven year being loves by his lover Ryo and tonight is their anniversary. Ueda want make it all so perfect today. 


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Flashback…

Thank God…along their difficulty to build their love which get defiance from his father in the beginning. Ueda knew that he make a right choice to be with Ryo. This all cause from his father pride do not accept that his son from rich people that had empire half of Tokyo fall in love with some boy band group called NEWS. Ueda know that his father not intend to prevent this relationship but, his father worried that his son could not get happiness from Ryo. Ueda firm with his decision and he know that Ryo more than his father can imaging it. Ryo has his pride to take and protect Ueda from any trouble. He just want to make Ueda happy. 

To approve it…Ryo now work in two bands NEWS and Kanjani8 also with his own drama or movie as actor. Ryo try to make Ueda happy as he could. All of that, show that Ryo love Ueda full of his heart. From that, Ueda induce his father slowly. With his effort his father surrenders for his son love and try to accept Ryo.

End os flashback…


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“Tadaima…” 

“Okaeri…” he answers. 

For moment he lost, then he smile widely after he saw the figure behind him. Ryo kiss tenderly to Ueda lips. Ueda kiss Ryo back with pleasure. 

“Ryo, you surprised me! When you back? I can’t here you coming?”

“Sorry hime, just want to surprise you only.” 

Ryo cherish Ueda hair slowly. There is nice smell from Ryo body. It must be new perfume that Ryo bought from Osaka, Ueda thought. Coz it different from an usual. 

“Eh! Ryo…you said you will arrive at 6 o’clock but how come you came early? By what?” ask Ueda curiously.

“By air…”Ryo answers calmly. 

“Where is your car?”

“With Pi…?” 

“Oh, ok…” Ueda nod satisfied with smile.

Ueda know Pi also known as Yamashita Tomohisa, Ryo best friends. Pi accompany Ryo to Osaka by car. Pi got some business at there, so he came with Ryo. 

“Ne, Ryo...was Pi not return with you? He will come here for dinner at least…” ask Ueda. 

Ueda know that Pi like to came buy at our apartment for eat sometime if he with Ryo. 

“Pi will come…” 

“Hime…hungry…what do you cook today?” Ryo hug behind Ueda.

“Ehm…I make your favorite…mushroom with spaghetti…” Ueda smile to Ryo.

“Wow…sounds delicious, Hime.” Ryo grin back to Ueda. Ueda is blushing right now. He prepares Ryo food on table while Ryo walk to living room. 

“Where is my precious guitar, Hime?” Ryo ask suddenly.

“I miss my guitar.” Ryo said to himself. But clearly heard by Ueda and him pout. Ryo love to see that side of Ueda. 

“You only miss with your guitar…but not me?” sulk Ueda. 

“I love you much, Hime…forever…you know that right?” Ryo kiss Ueda again tenderly. 

Ueda smile at Ryo. Ueda loves grow more into his heart. He feels relief and grateful has love and lover like Ryo. Ryo are so protective and caring for him evens him in sad, happy or sick. Ueda love to be love like this. 

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Ryo also feel great have lover like his Hime not even pretty on his eyes, also can cook. His Hime is reliable and caring lover, after all the trouble that he makes to his family. Hime taking care all of thing that he can’t do while busy on his work. This make Ryo love more to his Hime. Ryo smile. He kisses his Hime again and again, his lips ending at forehead. 

For no reason, Ryo feel sad, tears fall from his eyes without Ueda notice. What will happen if suddenly something bad happen to him? That thought always repeat into his mind lately. Ryo know, that his Hime is strong person and capable for the worse. But his instinct as lover telling that all over that he should be feel the insecure. 

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Ryo wipe his tears slowly. Ueda saw that but said nothing. Ueda amazed. He never saw Ryo tearing in front him. Not even in front his bands or every one else. But today it’s broken. Ueda feel his heart ache to see Ryo sad face. It must be something happen. 

“Ryo…what is going on?” careful Ueda watch Ryo. Slowly Ryo look tenderly to Ueda face with smile.

“Hime…”with hoarse voice, Ryo continue.

“If, something happen to me, you will take care of yourself and continue your life happily, ok…” Ryo said softly.

“What the hell are you talking about, Ryo?” Ueda said little shock of Ryo weird confession. 

“Let’s go eat…dinner is ready.” Ueda go to kitchen without looking at Ryo. Suddenly, his hand has grabbed by Ryo.

“No…Hime, listen to me…promise me that you will.” beg Ryo. 

Ueda stare at Ryo face. What wrong with him today? Ryo never being weird like this. It’s scared Ueda. 

“Fine! I’m promise you.” Ueda said unsatisfied with Ryo words. For a long silent, Ryo pull out something from his pocket. 

“Hime…I bought you something…”Ryo smile.

Ueda look carefully at Ryo hand. Ueda eye widen suddenly with smile.

“Ryo…it’s bangle that I really admire for a long time.” Ueda excited look at it.

“Remember?” Ueda frown his forehead and shake his head, show that he can’t remember. 

“When we go for holiday at Venice past 3 year. There is unique blue shop? Hime look interested into this bangle. But on that time, I’m not brought enough money with. Then, I promise to myself that I will give it to you, Hime, for what ever cause it take.” Ryo take some breath and continue.

“So, yesterday, I saw that exactly same bangle…without a doubt I buy it for you, Hime.” Ryo look at Ueda to accept the bangle he bought.

Ueda just amazed to what he just hear and saw. He can’t think properly for a second. He just couldn’t believe it…to long to remember it…Ueda feel touch. Ryo still remember of that bangle that he admire all the time. Can’t imagine that he can have it…right now. For Ueda, Ryo loves are more important than the bangle. As long Ryo near beside him, he will be fine. 

“Thank you, Ryo.” Ueda take the bangle and hug Ryo tightly. 

“Happy Seven Anniversary, Hime. I love you.” Ryo wisper near to Ueda ear.

“I love you too, Ryo.” Ueda tickle little for that reaction. His eyes start blur because tears start falling down from his face. Ueda embarrass for his action. Ryo just smile to his Hime. 

On this romantic moment, Ueda heard his door bell ringing. 

“I thing it’s Pi,” Ryo said.

“I get it.” Ueda release Ryo hug with a smile and go get the door. Suddenly, Ryo pull back his body and say the magical word,

“I love you…” Ryo kiss Ueda lips tenderly and lastly his forehead. 

“Me too…” Ueda said in tender voice. His bangle put inside his pocket and goes to door. Ueda open the door. As Ryo guests right…its Pi stand at his front door. Pi looks mess. 


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“Hi, Pi…what happen to you?” Ueda wonder. 

“As I know, you are the smart person I ever know. Today you look weird.” Tease Ueda. 

Pi just smirk to Ueda and he enter the apartment without permission from Ueda. He just burst in and seat on the couch abruptly. 

“Tat-chan, can you please sit down,” ask Pi.

Ueda frown his forehead and looking curious on Pi. What just had happen to him exactly? Waiting for what is Pi trying to tell him carefully?

“Please…I have something very important to tell you…” ask Pi. 

Pi look at Ueda for the moment…he wonder, where he need to start with? Ueda feel weirder looking at Pi like this. What the hell?

“Pi!” Ueda impatient for silent Pi.

“Tat-chan, what ever you heard from what I want to tell you right now…I hope you can hold yourself and be brave, ne…” slowly word came out from Pi mouth unbelief. 

“What the f**k are you talk about?!” Ueda yell to Pi.

“It’s…Ryo…Ryo accident and he dead, Tat-chan.” Said Pi worried. 

Suddenly, Ueda laugh to Pi. What kind of prank that Pi brings here…bull shit! Ryo was with him just now at this moment. 

“Pi, why you doing this? If you want to prank me about Ryo, give other than this. It not funny you know.” Ueda start tears.

“I’m not lying…I saw it with my own eyes.” Ueda froze. He looks carefully to Pi face. He serious about it. He not lies to me. But, Ryo just hug him and kiss him just moment ago. How could this happen? Are this joke? 
“Pi, why are you nonsense to me? Ryo at home right now. He at my room just now and we just talk to each other.” Ueda still disbelief for what he heard. 

“What? Ryo came home?” Pi eyes widen. 


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Actually Pi not lies about this. He is telling the truth. He was hold Ryo body until Ryo heart not pumping and his body cold into his arm. He also sees the whole thing. Ryo has being hit by truck when he wants to cross the street to his car. After that Ryo body have brought to the hospital for further treatment, but doctor can’t save him. Lost a lot of blood and too much damage at his body and Ryo body can’t bare it. Then, it’s the end of Ryo life. Pi just can’t stand it. He cries over Ryo dead body. Luckily, he not alone, Jin and Kame are there to hold him. Pi realizes that he needs to tell Tat-chan about this sad news. Jin and Kame do the whole thing at hospital. They take care for Ryo body and tell the news to NEWS and Kanjani8. After that, Pi just burst out from the hospital and drive to Ueda house. Pi know that Ueda deeply love with Ryo. After Pi arrive at Ueda apartment, Pi call Kame, to make sure that Ryo body will be take care and bring home safely. Indeed, that are possible for Ryo came back home right now?

“Pi, are you listening to me? Ryo at home right now!” Ueda shake Pi body and Pi came to reality.

“I don’t know what to believe right now. But, Tat-chan…believes me that Ryo already dead. I hold his cold body.” Pi explains.

“No, you liar! Ryo at home right now. Wait, I call Ryo out.” Ueda confuse.

What the point that Pi will laying about this and tell the crazy story about Ryo? Ueda looking at their bedroom call Ryo name. Silent. Uhmm…Ryo must at bathroom that why he can here my calling. Ueda go to bathroom see nothing. Finally, he goes to kitchen calling again Ryo name, silent, no sign of Ryo. After few hours looking for Ryo, Ueda surrender. He stud at kitchen and saw the food that he serves for Ryo moment ago, is not being touch…Cold… Ueda cover his mouth unbelief. It is true what Pi just tell him? Is he dreaming? 

Pi just watch everything that Ueda do, searching for Ryo. Pi heart ache to see all this. Pi cry silently. 

“Tat-chan, Ryo have given something before he dies…” Pi speak hoarsely while give a small red box to Ueda.

Ueda take the red box without a word. He still confuses. He opens the box slowly. It’s empty. Ueda look sad. 

“I think there is something missing inside the box. I’m pretty sure, that Ryo bought a bangle for you. I try to find it but fail.” Pi said softly. 

Ueda look at Pi face without blink…Frozen…Ueda already cry loudly. He just remembers, that Ryo has given him bangle moment ago. He put his hand inside his pocket and shows it to Pi. 

“Is this the bangle that Ryo want to give me?...Pi?” slowly Ueda ask.

Pi looks shock. Yes, that’s it! That bangle…same bangle that Ryo buy yesterday. That time, Pi can see Ryo face full of hope and happiness when he buy that bangle for Ueda. But, how that bangle already at Ueda hand? Is it true, that Ryo came back home to give bangle by hand to Ueda? If it true, then how? 

Miracle happens…

Ueda keep crying. He just stares at dinning table. Spaghetti with mushroom, special for Ryo…untouched…this dinner must be an anniversary for them, me and Ryo. He can’t believe that this is their last anniversary to celebrate it. His appetite to eat was gone. Gone with his lover, Ryo. Ueda cry…

If it true that his lover, Ryo dead as Pi told, then, who’s came and give him bangle? Ueda can believe it. It’s hurt him. His apartment right now is empty, silent from Ryo poison tongue, Ryo smile, Ryo sing, Ryo cook, Ryo smell, Ryo glare, Ryo angry, Ryo embarrass face, Ryo teasing, Ryo…all about Ryo. 

But, the only left as witness for everything was his new bangle…Ueda crying for his lost…for the last time T_T

~END~

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This is my first oneshot that I wrote...I hope this gonna be good! Minna~please read with lot of emotion ne ^_^ u're comment are lovely to read >_< *nervous*